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In My Dreams

In My Dreams

I don't have previous complacency


Conceit makes one really true failure, may see my dad, I only have so often said "half a bucket of water", all things will only half, not aggressive, after severe lazy behavior. Every time call dad, dad worried me, I later what to do, what are you doing, I graduated in the same class the classmate all signed work, and I also hold a heart to north drift, his dream to reality it to Beijing. Every time I hear him pour out I always feel uncomfortable, has been a proud jie when I think what can I do, just I don't want to do western seafood restaurant hong kong.

Pride often make people blind, if you don't meet some setbacks didn't know several catties several two, now think about it, dad's words really, I was really tunnel vision, the sky, in the field of his head, and even laugh at the bird have no overhead, its wide field of vision Royal Romance.

Since said he was going to say goodbye to the classmates friends north drift, when north bleaching gens to realize a dream, the same night good friends shout give a farewell dinner for me, on the banquet, I brag about to friends do or die, the result to Beijing turned a circle, be cheated when the masses actor, a waste of resources, more important is a heavy blow to my heart, before their parents, think more than the day of cattle, in the north drift life in a burst, realize the cruelty of let I really step into the critical point of dream, I whether to continue or give up my ideal, to accept the reality, the first time I had the choice phobia, which is also the turning point of my life dating.

Back to anshan see classmates friends more or less awkward, while chatting up poking fun at the north drift that embarrassing, but also in the heart is bad, after all is fast go their own way, they all have their own place, but I didn't sign the work is still reluctant to give up, also want to continue to pursue, the difference is I don't have previous complacency.

Dad often call comfort to me, really out if not bottom go to, than back anchored to find a job, take an examination of what a civil servants, that are outside talent, especially in Beijing, it is not easy to want to mix out something true. Maybe time is long, and germination of the idea of home, dad Fried dishes, mom in clay pot soup, how hold around my heart.

But in spite of the anxious to return, I stepped out that step, destined to me to dominate my life, no matter how much frustration must also be brave to face. When I told dad again I also want to go to north drift, dad began to encourage me, and not what people don't killed, easy, frustration can make us stronger, don't do only do half a bucket of water, should have perseverance will certainly be successful with hard work, what do you want to do dad will support you. Before always feel dad nagging, and this time I was really touched.

I chose to continue to pursue, don't want to do more don't want to just half a bucket of water, salted fish because half a bucket of water never down, see is just a piece of day, only accumulate over a long period, often hurt often war, the lost the courage to fill the last half a bucket, can only be somebody.
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