In My Dreams

I have left the “honeymoon phase” and officially begun to loathe one another’s annoying habits and quirky temperaments. You’d think having lived together for several months before saying our vows that there would be no surprises, but that’s the biggest surprise of all. We seem to have lost our gumption to impress each other. He’s turned into a lazy, immature jerk, whereas I’ve become some kind of hoity-toity, overly-emotional nag. He picks on me, I roll my eyes, he makes a snide comment, I bark back with an insult, and before you know it we’re both so frustrated we don’t want to be in the same room. So we’ve questioned why it is we decided to get married. Not in a regretful way, but in a “How did I fall for you of all people?” kind of wayClaire Hsu.

Looking back at my past relationships, there’s been a variety of reasons I’ve ended things with my old boyfriends. Most of them center around me being neglected in the relationship, usually because my someone special was too wrapped up in other things like spending too much time with his negative influencing friends or because he’d rather be partying and drinking than having a cozy night in with me. I’ve been ignored, cheated on, left hanging waiting for a telephone call, and completely blown off before. My hubby would never do those things to meClaire Hsu.

I think my marriage has a solid foundation. The reason behind us getting married is, I think, because we always have each other’s best interests at heart. I want the best for him, just as he wishes me only the best. He shows more regard for my feelings than any man I’ve ever known, and yes, that includes my father. Likewise, I have shown him more kindness and compassion than the other people he’s had in his life. We are truly a team, ready to face things together instead of handling each little problem separately and getting overwhelmedClaire Hsu.

Still, I wish I knew how to resolve the fact that we can’t go one day without one of us ticking the other off..

That's what has been happening up until now over the past 3 days. I haven't written anything for almost 2 weeks not only because I wanted to go premium on here first, but because I have been pretty busy. Last week I was studying for my 2nd big Astronomy test, i think I did pretty well, I knew most of the questions, and I'm sure I'll get a good grade. We reviewed chapters 6 to 15 last week for the test in Astronomy, and this week we have been talking about nebulae, and the sun. It has been pretty interesting, I love everything about Astronomy waterproof phone case.

Nothing that interesting has happened in English except for we watched this movie about illegal chinese immigrants and did a movie review on the documentary. If I remember correctly it was called "Golden Venture" or something like that. I am still trying to get caught up in English and should be caught up by next week. Things should get easier for me after I get caught up and less confusing. I was having some minor confidence and motivational and procrastination issues which is why this happened. My English professor gives us these calendars that map out what we are going to be doing, so I know what I need to do. The calendars really help when you are behind.

In my Pilates class we have been taking some detours and doing some yoga stuff instead of the regular pilates stuff. Last time I was in the class (on Monday) we had a substitute, he is the guy that teaches the yoga class before the pilates class I have. He had us doing some really painful stretches the WHOLE ENTIRE class period. We held each stretch for 5 minutes or more, it felt kind of good, but it was also painful at the same time. I have been a little stiff this week because I didn't practice last week, never making that mistake again. I'm not sure what we did on Wednesday because I skipped the class. I always have a lot of fun in my Pilates class The best mobile accessories.

In yoga we have been doing the sitting positions like I mentioned before. I still have to get my study guides in in my yoga class, I've been do preoccupied with my other classes I never got around to that.

Anyway, so that is how I am doing in my classes. I think this semester is going to turn out pretty well. I'm not going to get perfect grades like I got last semester, but I'm sure I'll pass.

Ron Paul visited our school last week. I didn't go to the thing, but there were a lot of other people that went to see him. I am not a Ron Paul fan, but apparently a lot of other people that go to my school are.

人生雖然短促，可是，留給生命的過程卻很漫長，內容豐富無比。然而，在短暫​​而漫長的過程中，伴隨著幸福的體驗，無數的煩惱，無數的痛苦，無數的恥辱，無數的壓迫，甚至是心靈無數次的面對死亡，都一一從你的生活裡盤旋、積澱、更新，匆匆而過。

幸福是生命追求的最高層次，幸福是人生最大的酬報，幸福是每一個人來過世界之後對生活的感恩，幸福又是你對身邊的重新認識和重新體驗seo hk。

每一個人的心裡，都會有一個美麗的遠方。不論我們長得多大，走得多遠，美麗的東西不僅在心裡盤旋，而且，更在你無法涉足的遠方。你可以眺望天際，遠方的暇想引誘著你，對明天，對將來，對你的以後，充滿著幸福的憧憬。這是身邊的生活所不能給予的安慰，這是眼前的人生所不能展示的溫柔。

美麗在遠方，那是陌生的感覺給你的美感；這是你無法到達的地方，就像你無法抵達童話的世界，而只能隔著厚厚的木質柵欄，注目著那些用圖片和文字構成的樂園。其實遠方是什麼？遠方裡的美麗是否如你所想，遠方是否就是你幻想裡的美麗？設計和理想永遠都是美麗的夢幻，而遠方恰恰就是人生情感的一種設計，人生追求的理想抵達。

每一個人的目光，都會覺得永恆的幸福，永遠站在別處。真正的幸福是在別處，別處的風景、別處的生活、別處的男女，甚至是別處的情感，彷彿站在距離之外，都成為一種超脫現實、滋潤無比，帶著欣賞的感受，都成為誘惑無比的理想。我們往往會在別人的幸福中，找到自己並不幸福的生活，找到物具在漆染之後的美麗外層，找到一種錯覺裡的甜蜜。

生活中的遠方和幸福的別處，都是人類精神在現實的擠壓之中，產生和散發而出的情感醉酒。遠方和別處並能解決沉悶的心情，恰恰在長期慣性的生活之中，它們構成了對平凡的反抗，對規則的背叛，對自我的釋放的誘惑牙齒美容。

幸福在別處，永遠都是人類的錯覺，不論遠方還是別處，距離都是一種本能的感覺，它以暈眩的光環，對人類的生活和錯誤開始了慢步的引導。遠方的別處，以種種不同的方式浸入著我們，包括我們的遠足、包括我們的婚姻，包括我們的毒品，甚至還包括我們對於婚外情感的窺視。在身邊的生活裡，正因為蒼生之手的大致公平，每一個人都是幸福的，只是你以為自己的幸福是在別處，而不在自己的心裡。

別處，只能是一場別人的美麗風景；別處，僅僅是一種你不能察覺到的身邊生活；別處，以堅硬的態度錯誤而遠遠地對峙著我們的現實。它不是一個等待縮放的花朵，它不是一枚低垂的麥穗。它更多的觸覺，就是讓人類有更多的想法和活力，去追趕、去接近、去錯覺，甚至去迷戀那個遠處身邊、別處的今天。

如果有人仍舊堅持，因為它是詩人；如果有人努力追求，因為它很青年；如果有人為此付出畢生，它就是癡人了。遠方，它只是距離，並不能抵達目標；就像幸福，它永遠都會在別處；更像別處的人，也在用羨慕的目光，感受你的幸福。為遠方而生活、而努力奮鬥，其實也是一種人生方式的選擇。你可以不必為目標的抵達而欣喜，也大可不必為身置別處而懊惱，更不必為暫時的失敗而耿耿於懷愁苦難言，因為幸福早已駐守你的心中。從一定的意義上講，最遠的地方還是你自己的心靈，所以，幸福永遠只能在你的內心之中。

當別人欣賞你的時刻，別人的幸福也在遠方，那個美麗的遠方就是你；當他深深感受到人生的快樂時，你的幸福，又成為他們的別處。

幸福還在別處！